"Always knew... we'd finish right... where we started."
The flicker of Frederic's smile revealed the blood climbing the cracks of his teeth, and Ethan felt the ground drop away from him. He was falling again, in this airship, in his father's ship, falling as if for years he'd never stopped. He curled around his brother's frame, like he could hold onto Frederic, dig his fingers into his very soul, and refuse to let go.
"Don't say that, don't- hang on-"
"Eddy,"
"You have to be-"
"I'm sorry."
Ethan didn't recognize the noise he made, only knew that it was stripped away from him in agony.
"You can't," Ethan croaked, burned by the tears spi
Once upon a time
there was a house
haunted by a monster.
It raged, night and day.
Sometimes it slept
but nothing was spared.
So I packed a bowl,
lit a match, and I
smoked the monster out
until it became
an empty house,
an empty husk,
where once
a person
used to be.
Shadows stretched out far ahead of the woods in the light of the setting sun, the darkness beneath the eaves absolute. Aidan stood on the fringe of the forest, staring ahead, hands held lightly behind his back. He had no intention of going any further.
It could've been hours that he stood there, patient as a statue, searching for a face among the trees. There wasn't the lightest wind, not the faintest hint of birdsong or creatures in the brush. It would have been an eerie place in the real world, but on the edge of the realm of Death, Aidan felt at home here like he did nowhere else.
Especially now.
He inhaled deeply, and upon exhaling, hi
If someone tried to hold me,
A screech of rubber on skin
Instant protest of intimacy
Ignored until my soul pops
Or bruised until I am soft
Without shine, without form
Drifting away, forgotten
And shriveled to nothing
Someone sing me
the sweet notes of my mythos
Someone reach in and pluck
the first fruit that grew from my limbs
Someone cradle the child I buried
in my bones in the dead of winter
Then someone forgive me-
I never imagined there'd be a spring.
Frederic wished he didn't wake up immediately knowing that he'd been drugged, but unfortunately such things were becoming familiar the longer Ethan was back in his life. Most days the trade seemed fair. Reconnecting with his brother often outweighed his eccentric methods, but he couldn't manage any optimism at that moment as he slowly dragged himself to his feet.
"I told you not the poppy, it gives me a headache," he grunted, teeth clenched.
"That's why I made you this," Ethan replied, holding out a steaming mug. Frederic opened one eye and leaned forward as he sniffed the air. Ethan's smile curled as his frown deepened, taking the cup of t
This heart has many rooms but
I try to stay out of the ones
that sound like you.
Rooms where the walls thrum
and shiver with your laugh,
where the mantle of your smile
hides beneath the cluttered memories
of your eyes. I can sit there for hours,
wondering what could have been,
and it's not always easy
to lock the door again.
"Did you enjoy the food, Captain Lassiter?"
The ambassador smiled at Frederic, indicating the empty plate in front of him. Frederic's stomach curled inward as a rush of saliva flooded his mouth, but he was quick enough to put down his fork and smile back.
"Please give my compliments to your cook," he replied.
It wasn't difficult to convince the ambassador of most of the demands from the Imperial Commission, but it was still three hours later that he and Ruth finally escaped the manor grounds. Frederic was so dizzy with hunger, he thought he might faint. It was why, for a moment, he thought that he'd imagined his first mate knocking on the
Depression (in Eight Parts) by tinkertype, literature
Literature
Depression (in Eight Parts)
I.
I took a walk once, and
Depression walked alongside me.
"I want to be alone," I told him.
"I know," he replied,
"Why do you think I'm here?"
II.
"I have a plan,"
Depression said to me.
"Not today," I said.
"I'm tired."
He frowned and asked,
"How did you know my plan?"
III.
I gave the weekend over to Depression
but he took three days
instead of two.
"Think of it as an investment," he said.
"And maybe I'll let you have a Friday night
without regrets."
IV.
Fallen to the floor
I look up and see
he's smiling at me.
"You know what they say
about old dogs."
He's doing this on purpose,
I know he is-
and it's working.
"They can't l
"Always knew... we'd finish right... where we started."
The flicker of Frederic's smile revealed the blood climbing the cracks of his teeth, and Ethan felt the ground drop away from him. He was falling again, in this airship, in his father's ship, falling as if for years he'd never stopped. He curled around his brother's frame, like he could hold onto Frederic, dig his fingers into his very soul, and refuse to let go.
"Don't say that, don't- hang on-"
"Eddy,"
"You have to be-"
"I'm sorry."
Ethan didn't recognize the noise he made, only knew that it was stripped away from him in agony.
"You can't," Ethan croaked, burned by the tears spi
Shadows stretched out far ahead of the woods in the light of the setting sun, the darkness beneath the eaves absolute. Aidan stood on the fringe of the forest, staring ahead, hands held lightly behind his back. He had no intention of going any further.
It could've been hours that he stood there, patient as a statue, searching for a face among the trees. There wasn't the lightest wind, not the faintest hint of birdsong or creatures in the brush. It would have been an eerie place in the real world, but on the edge of the realm of Death, Aidan felt at home here like he did nowhere else.
Especially now.
He inhaled deeply, and upon exhaling, hi
If someone tried to hold me,
A screech of rubber on skin
Instant protest of intimacy
Ignored until my soul pops
Or bruised until I am soft
Without shine, without form
Drifting away, forgotten
And shriveled to nothing
Someone sing me
the sweet notes of my mythos
Someone reach in and pluck
the first fruit that grew from my limbs
Someone cradle the child I buried
in my bones in the dead of winter
Then someone forgive me-
I never imagined there'd be a spring.
Frederic wished he didn't wake up immediately knowing that he'd been drugged, but unfortunately such things were becoming familiar the longer Ethan was back in his life. Most days the trade seemed fair. Reconnecting with his brother often outweighed his eccentric methods, but he couldn't manage any optimism at that moment as he slowly dragged himself to his feet.
"I told you not the poppy, it gives me a headache," he grunted, teeth clenched.
"That's why I made you this," Ethan replied, holding out a steaming mug. Frederic opened one eye and leaned forward as he sniffed the air. Ethan's smile curled as his frown deepened, taking the cup of t
This heart has many rooms but
I try to stay out of the ones
that sound like you.
Rooms where the walls thrum
and shiver with your laugh,
where the mantle of your smile
hides beneath the cluttered memories
of your eyes. I can sit there for hours,
wondering what could have been,
and it's not always easy
to lock the door again.
"Did you enjoy the food, Captain Lassiter?"
The ambassador smiled at Frederic, indicating the empty plate in front of him. Frederic's stomach curled inward as a rush of saliva flooded his mouth, but he was quick enough to put down his fork and smile back.
"Please give my compliments to your cook," he replied.
It wasn't difficult to convince the ambassador of most of the demands from the Imperial Commission, but it was still three hours later that he and Ruth finally escaped the manor grounds. Frederic was so dizzy with hunger, he thought he might faint. It was why, for a moment, he thought that he'd imagined his first mate knocking on the
Tell me what a normal brain thinks about,
and I will do my best. I will take
the right trains, I will find the right stops,
I will travel from point A to point B
and shun the wild wending ways in between.
I will give up this mantle of my creation,
accept a machine-washable uniform
cut from the same cloth as generations before me
who laid their dreams to sleep in the blood
and bones of the children that would follow them.
I am not the sinner or the saint, just some
middling human who didn't know any better
and I am tired, I am just so tired.
I won't be afraid
of my tears again.
Let my guard fall,
open my arms wide
and I'll say, welcome.
Welcome, friends,
I'll say, come in.
This is your house
as much as it is mine.
Come in, my friends,
come home.