Okay, speed it up now.
Journal Entry: Wed Oct 10, 2007, 3:58 AM
- Mood:
Big Grin - Listening to: Alive With The Glory Of Love - Say Anything
Wow. D:
Yeah, so, I've got like... three THOUSAND deviations to look at, aaaand I'm not gonna. I love all the artists I stalk, but helladamnnowai. O_o If there's something I missed that I really have to see, I'm sure I'll see it eventually. XD
The reason for this journal?
Well, I figured it'd be nice to update after a month and a half, and on top of that... it's my birthday. Yup, the big one eight, I'm eighteen. Diciotto. Juuhachi. A lot of birthdays have come and gone and they never feel momentous because birthdays are just markers in time, it's where you started running, and look at that- you're back again.
This one feels different. I feel different.
Maybe it's because I've been counting down for so long. A little over a year ago, I wanted nothing more in life than to turn eighteen and break out of my little world, run away from all the people I thought didn't love me. Don't worry about it, just a bad mix-up with my parents, my friends, and a restraining order. xD That's the reason I started counting down - I always entertained the thought that I'd have a backpack ready today and I'd go hitchhiking to Iowa. Or Chicago. Hells, a year ago, I was even looking to join the army as an escape.
I'm sure I'm not the first person to say it, but a year can put a lot of things into perspective.
You never realize how far you climb until you look back and have your stomach fall through your feet, making you cling a little tighter to the ledge you're on - sorry, went rock climbing this past weekend, and I felt like a cat. I got up there, but damn it, how do I get /down/?! XD
I accomplished a lot of things in this past year. I got a lot closer to my mom, and my dad and me have come to friendly terms again, I think. I still can't make jokes about it, though, he rolls his eyes, coughs, and pretends I didn't say anything. ^^ I co-wrote a novel that is just the most awesomest piece of literature with one of the best human beings I've ever had the honor to know -
who coincidentally should stay away from Chinese food forevah D:
- and continue to write with and have the pleasure to know. I graduated from high school, something that nearly didn't happen, but wahey, I guess I earned that little scrap of paper after all. The fact that it currently resides under my bed covered in dust bunnies has no relevance whatsoever. x3 I said goodbye to a lot of good memories, and a big see-ya-later to even better friends who I like to think are moving on to bigger and brighter things. I started college! which many collegians will tell you is the easiest thing to do, but haha, give me two years, then I'll say it too. xD For now? Not so much.
I'm eighteen. I'm in college. And I have no idea what the rest of my life holds in store. But I'm determined to enjoy the journey.
Or at least pretend I am once in a while. 
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NEW COUNTDOWN! 1095 days until I turn 21!!!
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QotJ:
-"To absent friends, lost loves, old gods, and the season of mists; and may each and every one of us always give the Devil his due."
-"It's part of growing up, I suppose... You always have to leave something behind you."
-He would also vow that happy endings were never difficult to find: "It is simply a matter," he explained, "of finding a sunny place in a garden, where the light is golden and the grass is soft; somewhere to rest, to stop reading, and to be content."
Questioning
V For Vendetta
A Public Announcement
Running Coach
Devious Comments
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"There's a place that I've found/ As far as I can see/ This place lies within/ The depths of my dreams" MY APOCOLYPSE-Escape the Fate
Take care, and oh! Your art is awesome! I love them all! I'm your number one tiny fan!
Lucy
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Go Lust for Freelance! - [link]
Go Hidden Cake Magic! - [link]
Go Special Adventures! - [link]
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A mourning knight was in a daze, evening out his son's set ways.
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Che sera sera
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i give it all. now theres a reason why i sing. so give it all. and its these reasons that belong to me.
today i offer up myself to this, im living for my dying wish, i give it all. now theres a reason...theres a reason...to give it all.
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Born in the Wrong Decade
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DesigN Is PleasuRe
~MMUindonesia
~Nikon-Minded
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Posting screenshots of your favorite tv shows or whatever is NOT what DeviantArt is for. Stop stealing and go draw something!
Please look at my page >_> and if your REALLY bored, my photography acc ~LossOfReality
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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{Life is nothing but a rocksong}
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non cresce più poesia
verdena
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But I think rain is wet, so who am I to judge?
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I am all bluster -
I am not violent
I am not malicious
I am a result.
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I am all bluster -
I am not violent
I am not malicious
I am a result.
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I am all bluster -
I am not violent
I am not malicious
I am a result.
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